This is my second day without smoking and i already reached 68,5 kg.
It's sad. I am in terrible shape, both physically and mentally. I haven't been in such deep shithole since... I don't even remember. I feel awful. I wanted to go to the party tomorrow but I can't since my stomach is huge and sticks out, looking gross and disgusting. Home alone, binging and purging, gaining weight and having no one to talk to.
Now I have to go some concert, I promised that one of my collagues...
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