Consume it all.
Swallow it as it is
Choke
Cry
Vomit
Sit with your shoulders down
Like it you have battled the whole world
And was defeated.
Give him your cross
A lucky charm
That was ripped out of your heart
Your soul
Your mind
Your spirit
Make a bonfire
And throw yourself in it.
And one day
Someone will find a daffodil
In the cinders.
