59,7

Okay, so it is a little bit better but I must admit I puked yesterday and I ate very little on Friday. I have to lose this fat on my stomach cause the guy I am dating started to make fun of it everytime when we are in bed and it is becoming really annoying. I have to do something about it cause he really finds a satisfaction in me being unattractive. Maybe I should just not see him this week, only on the weekend or the next week and do it only when I look sexy again. Which is, in 2,7 kg. 

60,7 kg

I don't know, I just saw it... I didn't have a scale for almost 2 months and that is what happens... Fuck, fuck, fuck! It is almost 4 kilograms and I've been here only for 1,5 month! Shhhhhit! That is what happens when you don't control yourself and don't note down things and you eat sweets, even if you don't swallow it apparently! It is disgusting, there is practically fat floating inside my body.
I have to take control; I have to stop that NOW!

I AM COMING BACK TO YOU, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SUPPORT ME! I don't have anyone else now...