69,1 again

I don't know. I just don't know what is happening. It's like - I'm stucked. I can eat 1000 calories, I can march for 2 hours - nothing happens. My question is: what the fuck? Like seriously. I'm trying. Well, and I am constantly hungry. Last week I took my kick-boxing class twice (pretty exhausting shit) and I was in my aerobic class once. And guess what? Number on my scale didn't drop AT ALL. I'm pretty fucking tired with all of this. I am unable to set my priorities lately and it is a bad thing. And I am fucking angry with all my life and with all the people, myself included. Fuuuuuck, at least I could be thin, if my life is such a mess already.