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It looks like I'm stucked again. Yesterday I was at work all day and when I got home I just went straight to bed. The day before- the same thing. I didn't have time to run or walk or train or anything and still - I am just exhausted. I have to do some boring work for my internship and I have to clean my room and I have a party later, I have to go buy some alcohol, I was supposed to meet up with my friend... And what I'm actually  doing is sitting in my bed, watching The L Word. Like pretending the life without the man is what I am longing, no kidding. I think I am a bit lost again. Wonder if I ever be slim and able to fit in any pretty dress or skinny jeans or short skirt or revealing top and be confident.