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I was ill again. And I had my period. And I was sad and ate a lot. I can see that I've gained weight as I look at my hips and thighs. Awful. But no, I have to pull myself together and start fighting again. No more excuses, I have exactly 3 weeks till the end of the year and I want to exploit them as much as I can. And I wanna wear the perfect dress that I WANT on the New Year's Eve, not the one that will FIT me. Even if I am about to stay home alone and watch television, I won't be doing it accompanied by chocolate and chips. NO. Not this year. I HAVE changed. And I AM able to achieve what I want.