60,4

Hi:) End of my examination period for now, I weight 60,4kg today which is pretty nice. I haven't enrolled to the gym yet, but I've downloaded application "StepTracker" and I want to just walk for now (wating till my friend comes back from her holidays so we can hit the gym together.) I have so much to do, so many things - lately I simply didn't have time to eat, I hope I won't just sit on my butt and eat now as I have my holidays, that would be awful.
I am trying not to eat bread and sweets (except from lollipops) and it is the third day without binging. I like being busy, I don't feel like crap when I do a lot of stuff and I don't feel the need to binge. Do you binge out of boredom or when you feel hopeless or what? I think this is my case. So for now, I am trying not to binge and walk a lot. And eat little. We'll see how it's gonna work out :)

60,8 again

Hi, I'm in the middle of my examination period (actually tomorrow and the day after I have two last exams but one of them is horrible). I am honestly planning to enroll to the gym once I finish my exam session. Latetly not doing so great with food, I binge once a day usually (but the good thing - it all takes me from 30minutes to 1,5 hour - not 3 or 4 hours like it did. I don't want to waste so much time on food.) Yesterday I went for a walk, it was so nice... I was strolling for more than hour, because it wasn't that freezing (last few days the temperature varied between -10 and -17 degrees Celsius.) Well, I have to go study now, hope that I beat that weight next week. I want to go below 60 kilograms so much!

60,8

I was like "wow" when I saw it :)

It's mostly because I just didn't eat yesterday so I guess it's a bit of dehydration but still- so nice to see this numer. I've promised myself that when it's 60 I will post b/a photos. I am constantly sleepy these days as I have my examination period and really a lot of study to do, we will see how it goes. Massive amount of work ahead of me but I am very pleasant about my weight so far ;) I know many people may not share this opinion, but for me it starts looking optimistic;)

61.5

Yes, the lower weight again, thank God.
I do not work out, just being busy and not eating enogh which is rather inappropriate... But it works, at least for now. I am wondering for how long :) I am going to enroll to the gym though, as soon as I finish stuff for my studies, exam session etc. :) hope I will manage everything, but if not... Well, I will be trying. I may have been going out with one guy lately; but he's an idiot so he doesn't really count. It is out of boredom and I know he shares my approach (well, he just wants to fuck me for some reason, and I haven't decided if I want that too yet.) Busy busy busy - don't really have much time for binging and purging, too much work to do, to many essays to write ;)
Oh, this is the time to go to University. So see you later :)

61,9

Of course I got sick after the New Year and I stayed in bed for more than a week, now I have so much stuff to do for school that I don't have time for anything else. Including working out. The good thing is I have been smoking less since the begining of new year. Approximately 2 packs in those 10 days... Yesterday I smoked one light cigarette and today, so far, none. Maybe I will quit totally, but for now I am enjoying these small steps like "a day without a cigarette" ;)

Weight, well, not so thrilling, although it could have been worse and I do not give up.
I am trying to cut down on sweets (and binging in general), once again - small steps. I hope that I go down to 60kg soon, but I have bigger things to worry about now - like my studies and exam session. Awful, really, really awful. But small steps. With everything.

=upgrade=

Yep, I couldn't do it... I have totally no condition, I don't know  what I was thinkin... I am barely breathing after cycling for 25 minutes and burning 200 calories... Seriously, what came to my mind?
I am in an awful shape, I didn't work out since... summer I guess? July. And I've smoking a lot and last month - I wasn't even walking... Just sitting on my ass all day. I will have to change it in this new year. Well, I will go for a walk in the evening and next week... hopefully  I will have the courage to hit the gym ;)

New Year and 61,6 once again :)

Yes, today I woke up at 8 o'clock and I went down to the hallway to weigh myself - 61,6 :) That actually provides quite good New Year and I am happy that I didn't do anywhere for the New Year's Eve and I didn't drank all the alcohol and sweet drinks with tons of calories (I am a bit sick and came home yesterday after a few hours journey and was so exhausted and freezing that I've decided to stay in bed - I might have caught a cold the day before.)

I am more that 5 kilograms lighter than I was last year at the same time :) And since I've started this blog I've lost about 11-12 kilograms, so it looks promising :)

And today  (it's only slightly after noon) I've been a little bit naughty and I've ate a small piece of cake with chocolate on it and a few plasters of dried banana (so fatty) but I will do some cycling now and I am planning to do 700 calories to wash off my guilt a little :)