62,8

Today 62,8; I didn't binge yesterday. Instead of that, I visited Museum of Modern Art. And today I am going to my dad's, because there is premiere in the theatre he works at and I am quite curious about it. Although, I am tired and right now I wish I could just go to bed and wake up at noon and do stuff I am supposed to do, like writing my essay for American Literature course. Well, I chose what I chose. I have to go pack now and then I will spend fabulous 5 hours on the bus, then in theatre, then we will have to stay a bit, then we will go home for sleep and tomorrow morning another 4 hours on train, then I will have to refresh myself and do something about my hair etc. etc., go feed my friend's cat and hit the party... It won't be fun at all. I don't know what I was thinking. I just hope that today I won't eat that much and I can wear something at least quite nice tomorrow...

63,5

Well, I just wanted to say that my plans for losing weight during the Christmas break failed... as always. Pretty were times when I weighed 61,6kg; they look so distant now. I should have been around 57 now if I have followed my plan... But I didn't, so another New Year's Eve without a beautiful dress on me; just another sad outfit. Well, it fits the sad person, doesn't?
I met a guy 2 month ago, he seems to be into me. But frankly - I don't care. I mean, it's always nice to have someone to adore you and to be interested in what is happening to you, but... I know it's not that. I might go for it anyway, just out of boredom and to not feel lonely. Rather sad truth.
I also wanna hit the gym - I've ordered a training bag and after New Year I want to buy a membership card and well, start going there. Bright plan, isn't it?

61,6

61,6 kg. Stucked. Angry. Helpless.

62 kg

Yesterday I was at the party so practically I haven't eaten anything during the day. Later while drinking wine (4 glasses maybe, but these were rather small glasses) I ate two milky ways and one cake. Anyway, as I woke up, I stepped on a scale and it showed 62 exactly :) Veeeeery nice number. For a breakfast I ate a light cottage cheese and now I am going to make myself a coffee; later I may wanna go for a walk and then I will be reading "Scarlet Letter" all day :)

63,1

Well, I have to confess that I had a little binge yesterday, practically in the middle of the night. I was so hungry that my stomach was literally aching and when I started eating... You know how the pattern follows. I guess I have to eat more throughout the day in order to avoid binging in the night. And definitely, I have to go to bed earlier and never ever go down to the kitchen when I wake up in the middle of the night. I slept only 2-3 hours today and I'm extremely tired but I have my French classes in an hour, so I guess I have to go now.

So far I drank one coffee with 1,5% fat milk, 3 dried plums and a half of a small apple.
Enjoy your day :(

63 kg

I'm back!
I haven't posted anything in a while because nothing was happening with my weight; I have been weighing around 63 kilograms since my last post.
But today I stepped on a scale and I saw the exact number: 63 kg sharp. So I've decided: this is a good day. I will try again. Although I'm not totally unhappy about this weight, I'd like it to be lower. Especially since I've bought these very nice jeans in size 38 (European  numeration) which I can hardly zip. And when I do, I look like a sausage and I do not want it to be that way. I want to be considered pretty and hot, not just acceptable. I want to have someone interested in me. Well, that means that I have to try harder and have a good-looking body :)

I'm also trying to constrain my b/p; I've managed to minimalize it to once-a-day event and yesterday I didn't do it at all! Hope today I will also hold back :) keep your fingers crossed and have a nice day!

62,6

I didn't want to post anything sad, so I haven't posted anything lately. To be honest, I also didn't have much time. But as you can see, I made some progress :) It's not that much and I know I have a long way to go, but I can recall myself from last year, when I was 14 kilograms heavier... I know now that results may not be noticable after one or two days, but if you are strong and stuborn, they will come eventually, I guess. I am happy that I haven't give up one year ago, because even if I'm not at the destination, I am happier and better than I have been. Soon I want to post my before/now photos, maybe I will do it when I reach 60kg.